Posted by thistle on January 26, 2004 at 17:07:55:
Please pray for me. I am at a serious breaking point regarding friends. I feel deserted and betrayed by many, including some who may surprise you. I am having a hard time dealing with it. I feel like I would be better off just moving away and starting over. I have learned that fair weather friends are a dime a dozen, and few are those who truly stick closer than a brother. I erased so many phone numbers from my book because I feel like they don't really care. Why waste space on people who could care less if you exist? I'm tired of calling people who could care less, or having people who only call when they want to party. Now I feel like I need to erase another one and it doesn't make me feel any better. I'm sorry but I need to vent because I feel betrayed by another person who I thought would never betray me. I know, you think I'd be much more jaded by now ;}
I am thankful for the few of you who are truly faithful friends. I just sometimes have a hard time telling who my true friends are. I have so many "best" friends that I never even see. How pathetic I am. I wish I could scream on line... ARRRRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!!