Posted by Xavier on March 24, 2004 at 10:02:16:
: Why am I sick? Why am I still alive? What does God want from me? How can I make something good come out of this mess? Lately these questions have evolved into something more then just a futile activity to engage my mind. They have become an experience that confounds and overwhelms me emotionally, physically, and spiritually. I have not found a quick solution for ending my turmoil and confusion, but then I’m no longer looking for one either.
Man I feel like I am reading my journal on your screen.