Posted by j on May 14, 2004 at 10:23:22:
I was just praying and I had some thoughts I wanted to share...
...you are a god of the simple... the everyday... i seek you, and you are there, but i can't see you, but you are there... you don't have to be fantastical to be real... you are real... i want to lose myself in you... you said that you live in me, and sometimes i can feel you, but it isn't like a headache, it isn't like bad crab, it is like a happy sip of coffee in the morning when i need to get up but i'm still tired, you are like a tasty cheeseburger and a cold beer... i don't want to turn you into an unrealistic fantasy (rose-colored glasses), because you are a realistic reality that consumes my fantasy... you are a good song while i'm losing myself in disciplined, focused work (thank you)... it makes me happy/sad/cry to think of how you have worked me out of my hole... i think i forget you sometimes because i might think i need to sacrifice something of great worth, but as it turns out, you just want me, then i feel greatly comforted... thank you
hugs
j